A day i haven been smilling. feel so extream terrible today.... my heart, eyes and head so tired... since.. a few years back , i haven been so tired and feel like tt again... its my probem.. think too much, but can't help myself. Detest this kind of myself but i am not too sure wad to do... Even today went to OC bbq, din really enjoy myself but at least i got some time to relax my feelings. The sea breeze was really nice, really feel much better. But how long can we run away from reality? soon after still need to solve the problem.
Wad really happen to me making me feel so terribel.. can't really breathe.... and i have so many tears to flow.. haiz.. sometime told myself to be stronger but yet still so Vulnerable. I am just a simple girl who feels what a normal girl does, nth more superior. Have i change, i am not sure. Feel very upset when the last sentense in the sms u send said like tt.aking me feel that u dun really understand me sometimes, or put in a another way my thoughts.
Please dun let me turn out be be someone i dun noe and i dun like again k. I am real tired le... Can't take it another time.
At the same time me too wan to say sorry to u for not being more understanding.
30th July - 31st July 2006
2.53am
Caroline
_`*Forver Love*`_
