Nothings Gonna Change My Love For You......

Love Me!

2008-04-06T23:43:00.001+07:00

Dear,

Wait for me ya =) i will be back soon.

Love ya

So Long...

2008-04-01T00:42:00.008+07:00

WOW... its been a year plus since i ever wrote in our blog, at the same time read back some of the posts and were laughing at some of the things i wrote. erm.. a little stupid haha. Finally i graduated from NYP, hopefully i will be offered a place in the local university as it is really highly competitive.

Just came back from genting not long ago, the trip was fun and i must say have quite a few special funny moments and actions the 4 of us (Ket, Shi ting , Chin Leng and me) came out with unintentionally while we are playing. The Venhelsing Haunted hse was the funniest, my right arm is full of ket's stitch fingers scar, as well as blue blacks by either ket or ST when the "ghosts" scare us out of the sudden with the 'MOPS'!! HAHA.. gosh. and i wasn't the bravest in the family yet i so called "LEAD" the whole "pay money to scare ourself" route... ( Sentence of the say is - DON"T SCARE MY FRIEND ALREADY) =) haha... We also got compensate by the 1 day lost breakfast by the uneffieient receptionist, called 3 times to check if we are entitiled for breakfast. In the end we managed to get 4 lunch voucher.

ST remember your cherry tomatoes for digestion 4 tomatoes = 1 plate haha. We stuff overselves to finish the food lor... next time i will take 2 papaya slices - learnt my lessons esp with the baked beans! Hm... we also met 2 'FA' and 'SA' Stalkers (The girls noe the meaning bah) thus we decide to change the bumper car strategy to "K" Strategy. Well, i guess i played and bump too hard and the next day morning i have aches all over. Overall we played 3 sets of bowling games, not bad at least its some form of exercise while playing. We went to the Indoor Door play pool too - it was fun with the slides and finger games we played (30 secs Water splash) haha. Oh Ya.. and we saw Dong Su Hua the newsbroadcaster at the Genting museum!!! (Ket your Fav Broadcaster RIGHT) bet u remember the sentence.

The whole 4 days 3 nights everything was FUN FUN and FUN and we had a mini concert with 'F4' in Genting the atmosphere was so HIGH. The worst thing is that, i think our appettie is huge. We ate 3 meals everyday and i got back home even rounder again. haha die die.. need to go work out. Oh ya ii have yet to wash my BAO BEI doggy soft toy yet - kana spray by ket's body spray and taken some special nude pics of my doggy by ket, st and CL... SEE i told u , my doggy is CUTE =) and new founded friend - CL dolphin!!!

The whole trip has hilarious videos recorded and yar.. that day leave u 3 girls at Yong Peng bus terminal feel alittle bu she.. everything good things always come to an end but BUT BUT important is we enjoyed overselves - hm.. a little apology to ket we hear my ***** eveynight haha.. its ok i noe u will POKE me! yong peng girl - weird nick name u give me lar... See ar.. have Yuan Yuan --> Xiao Mai --> Lao da --> Yong Peng Girl (So Many ai yo)

Importantly, when i am having fun, not forgeting to call my parents, sisters and My Zhu zhu =) Miss Them so much! and here I am back HOME SWEET HOME!

Love,
Caroline

A NEW YEAR NEW BEGINNING!!!

2007-01-06T15:00:00.000+07:00

Hi Hi to all my friends and my zhu zhu,

Want to wish you a very happy new year yup:) btw i just moved my rented room to amk ya heez,.. just updating you. Thank you all for the christmas cards and christmas gifts :) even though i am having attachment outside now but we still remember each other. Si yan thanks for the pooh pooh towel and lynette for the friendship band. I will be back in school sooon haha after chinese new year holidays!! 2nd sem ending soon.

YUP.. these few days have been going out with zhu zhu to walk walk see see. hahaz just watch death note on thursday. hm.. the ending i think it was quite sad nah.. both male lead died. anyway yuphope to see zhu zhu on monday soon. Working day starts too argh... tired but quite enjoyable. so have a good day to all yup :)

another thing is tt my da jie will be going back to aud tonight le.. haiz.. can only see her on this year 16 th of dec.. come back for 3 weeks le seems short. but its ok iwill call her . she also having her attachment soon le once she go back. can only see her in the com screen again.

Caroline!!6th jan 2007

My Terrible day

2006-07-31T01:35:00.000+07:00

A day i haven been smilling. feel so extream terrible today.... my heart, eyes and head so tired... since.. a few years back , i haven been so tired and feel like tt again... its my probem.. think too much, but can't help myself. Detest this kind of myself but i am not too sure wad to do... Even today went to OC bbq, din really enjoy myself but at least i got some time to relax my feelings. The sea breeze was really nice, really feel much better. But how long can we run away from reality? soon after still need to solve the problem.

Wad really happen to me making me feel so terribel.. can't really breathe.... and i have so many tears to flow.. haiz.. sometime told myself to be stronger but yet still so Vulnerable. I am just a simple girl who feels what a normal girl does, nth more superior. Have i change, i am not sure. Feel very upset when the last sentense in the sms u send said like tt.aking me feel that u dun really understand me sometimes, or put in a another way my thoughts.

Please dun let me turn out be be someone i dun noe and i dun like again k. I am real tired le... Can't take it another time.

At the same time me too wan to say sorry to u for not being more understanding.

30th July - 31st July 2006
2.53am
Caroline

A Day with Dear

2006-07-27T18:51:00.000+07:00

Dear,
Zhu Zhu, hm,... yesterday went out with u after ur school.. went all the way down to Bugis to Pray Pray, but it closes at 6.15 and she reach there at 6.30 .. Haiz... actually i noe u are sad, its ok.. Next fri we going to Pray Pray again... promised de.. ya hhez.. ohh and i won't break the promise i made at Cafe Cartel.... dun worry ya.. and really hope u like the Adidas Blue soccer shoes heez... muacks..

Caroline ** 27th July 2006

2006-06-17T01:13:00.000+07:00

Dear,
nice?? hehez.. i did it myself de... muackz.. Miss ya.. waiting for tml to come to have breakfast with u :)

Our 3 yr 10 mth Together......

2006-06-16T02:30:00.000+07:00

Dear today is out 3 yr 10 mth le hehe so happy to be with u noe, really enjoy every min with u now. Hmm today finally can catch a movie with le, really has been very busy for school work and DownTown Escapade things for the past weeks. Hmm...... the movie "Cars" really is a good movie.

Hmm...... Dear Dear today we finally brought a pair of rings le, although i don't really like the idea of having a ring as a significant for our relationship but maybe infuture when i see this ring i'll always remember how much we've been through for us to get here de......

Zhu Zhu just wanna say I Love You

15th June 2006
3:40am

Jy

1st day dear dear back home

2006-06-11T23:38:00.000+07:00

Dear,
its only the first day u were back home at KL.Dear i know u are very happy back home and misses everyone especially ur mum and jia le.Muackz. finally u got the chance to go back le.hehez.. then today scared me noe.. u pass the phone to mummy hehez...Next time ya i hopw i can go over too.. hm.. then later at night calvin tang, natalie and the others are staying over night at ur hse... misses you know.. then today u called me alot of times, but cos my phone put to silent then din pick up ur call..

Tomorrow me going to the trail run for SU bonding session... then after that will be back home ard evening bahz.. cos after that i going to my sec gathering hehez.. so long din see them le.. wonder how each and everyone is now...

Then actually just nw when u called me, i was quite sad... cos saw my small sis blog... Haiz.. reason being i moving to singapore to stay soon.. then my jie jie going aus to study soon.. then at home only left her together with my parents... then from very noisy hse to very quiet hse.. she very sad,.. which makes me feel bu she de... haiz... gaining one thing which will result in losing one thing which is very important... thats why whenever i can come back home to malaysia, i will cherish my time together with the family. i know u understand how i feel... :)
But its my turn nw to be independent le.. although i very so big le.. 18 yrs old nw.. but still very sticky to home.. dun noe is it because of my horoscope nature or wad.. just feels that home is still the best. My growing up childhood and my bed my everything is back here in malaysia.. Sob sob.. misses home....

~Wandering Caroline~
12th June 2006
00.54 Am

The Day I Deeply Know that...

2006-06-10T23:50:00.000+07:00

Dear,

I really love the way u play Basketball on the court, very serious but yet u smiled. Watching u and your teams mates play is a luxury and i enjoyed watching the matches and practices. Really gets excited and happy everytime a ball from u went into the net.I know you turly and really love playing Basketball and i will support u all the way :) Dear, i will wait for u no matter how long while u are playing, so don't worry abt me k.

On 8th June 2006 a thursday,Dear, i finally comfirmed one very important thing to me, which is i felt and saw that you really love me and worried about me on this day where u .... .I am sorry that i make u so worried about me not contacting u after tending booth.Letting you wait for me so long outside the club room.I always have the thought that i love you more than u do to me 3 years and 10 months ago ,until this day then i realise that i am totally wrong.I have waited for this day since we started till now to confirm that the love you give me is full and there is only me. And I finally feel and saw it. Dear really thanks alot.

Past one year, you really treat me very good and had done alot of things for me that u had never attempt to in the past. Things like :You purposely bought breakfast for me, waited for me to finish off my things in school, Special arrangements of surprises on valentine's day and our anniversary. Although u might think that they are very small things that u had done, but to me the meaning is great and the changes of yourself makes you a better yourself and my precious dear dear. I saw the difference of u and me from the past till now, growing up together and we have been through a lot of obstacles and happiness together, which makes our relationship stronger and more mature.

Making you worried seems to be happening, no matter where i am. So now i give you my promise that no matter where i am , i will take good care of myself and remembering to have my meals+ sleep early after i finish my things. So dear, hope u can have a ease of mind le ya.
The same goes to u too k. When u go to K.L before you go and after u reach there, please write me an sms k.And help me send my regards to mummy ya. :)

Muackz love and miss u
~Love Caroline~
01.49 Am
11th June 2006

Our 1st Steamboat Together......

2006-05-25T23:40:00.000+07:00

Hmm when Xavier house last night as we need to make a new international passport, than next morning started queuing at Malaysia immgration, hmm luckly we went there early cos when we reach there our queue no is already 1103 and 1121.... Hmm finish everything at around 10am thna we went Kota Raya to play arcade wahaha the funny part is that before we left the place we fell asleep at the car racing machine... hehe really too tired le as the whole night didn't sleep... anyway now than realise that Xavier play KOF pro man (but Xavier insisted he not pro)... haha

Reach our AMK home around 1pm and we slept like piggy all the way till 6pm hehe than dear dear u call me le hehe yup...... Its our 1st Steamboat hehe, although its quite a normal stemboat but really enjoy myself with u noe hehe...... hmm dear after 3 yrs and 9mths finally i admit that i lose le hehe you really can eat alot.... wahaha

After steamboat accompany u to bus interchange to take bus 169, hehe sorry to let u suffer the long journey alone =p....... Dear remember the things i said to u when i hug u tightly at the interchange?

Dear i won't take our time and every moment we have together for grated like wad i used to do before le...... I'll cherish u.......

26th May 2006
4:54am

I Know You'll Be There For Me......

2006-05-22T22:53:00.000+07:00

Dear really thanks alot yesterday for listening to my problem regarding the basketball team issue...... hmm now finally i've made my decision le...... I'll train hard and wear that WRSS jersey again de...... hmm actually also very happy noe when u say u wanna accompany to train, hmm but no need everytime de k, cos it'll be quite bored cos my face will be very serious and fierce and won't smile at you de....... hehe muack

Hmm really enjoy yesterday with ya, hehe we brought the Vince Carter jersey and a skipping rope =p......

This morning meet u for breakfast hehe blur dear dear with that blur blur look so cute...... guess u sure didn't have enough sleep de....... actually i also not enough sleep hehe...... but really worried thats why walk u to school......

Dear u noe i've been listening to this song-----> "Tata Young - I Think Of You" hmm guess really can't erase u of my mind le hehe......

23/05/2006
12:13am

Love Boy Boy

Precious Moments With you

2006-05-17T00:36:00.000+07:00

Dear,

Today is a very special day u noe.. hm.. its the first time that u bought breakfast purposely just for me.and u really understands me so well that i won't eat if i don't have the time to. Its so cute and lovely of u dear to bought my favourite cuttlefish porridge and bring it all the way to school just for me. Hehez.. its really been long :) Muackz dear really thanks alot and i do feel better this morning after eating the porridge. Next time we find time in the morning to eat again ya, cos today actually promised to eat breakfast with u de.But i dun have time. Dear really thank you. I feel so important and really feel that ya u have been really good to me. ^.^ sorry for letting u worry abt me and not having enough time to accompany u these few weeks. But no matter wad i will call u and sms u de. Muackz.Oh ya... hehez.. dear.. recent years u will remember things about myself that i say to u le... :) and another thing is that ya dear dear u really change alot especially everything towards me :) i noe u wan to take care of me, but sometimes, do let me take care of u k.

Dear i really love watching u play Bball and u look really cool hahaz.. dun fly k.. hm... maybe tt's why 4 years ago being attracted to u hehez... But one thing seriously, dun play too vigrously pls... u know ur knee cannot take the impact and will worsen the injury de.... then somemore always cramp then i dun noe how can i help u lessen the pain haiz.. really worried about u noe... once u started playing u won't stop de.... hm.. next time cannot like tt le ya... can play but not to tt extend of injuring urself k.

Hm.. then these few nights i have been able to have dinner with u which i think i really treasure our time being together so no matter how long i need to wait for u , i will be right there waiting for u de. So next time dun say things like : "Dear if i very very late dun wait for me k" and remember wad i said to u today?? if i say i will wait, i will, but if i am gone means i angry le then u will need to find me ya. So as long as i am there means u can safely and happily go play bball ya . i know ur passion for the sport and i will support u de. Jia you dear.

Oh ya.. recently i will be having camps in school but i will call u de ya so dear dear dun worry , i will take care of myself de ya..you too k mus take care of urself dun sick again k..

Dear Jet' amie , ma petite ami est jia ye. :) hehez
Dear wan to know the meaning maybe u can approach elieen ya.
Good nitez dear muackz!!

17th May 2006 Tuesday
02 11 am
Girl Girl caroline

Dinner with Girl Girl

2006-05-15T22:31:00.001+07:00

Hmm this morning received ur call, was so happy at first but found out that ur voice weird weird de and u say u feel like vomiting, hmm guess u got sore throat le ba, must be shout too much during ur camp, Dear Dear going to fall sick le :( ...... Hmm still very about u thats why call u around 3pm before my lesson starts, glad to hear that u are feeling much better.

Hmm after lesson girl girl came up to level and look for me, hehe so happy to see u, was really shock to see u in ur semi casual wear... Hehe dunno why really feel that you look more mature le, really very pretty noe. Muackz.... Than went FJ for dinner together.....

Finally can have a decent meal with u le... so happy and excited.... i ate fried Hong Kong noodles while u order ICE KACANG with Chocolate ICE CREAM..... omg dear not feeling well le still eat this kind of things.... bad bad... thats y order other cup of Honey Lemon for ya.... hehe but in the end i finished it. =p

Hmm really enjoy dinner with ya tonight...... dunno when got chance to have dinner with u again.... btw remember tomorrow we'll be having breakfast together ya.... i'm sure u'll like the AMK porridge de.... and please remember to control what u eat ya.... Muack.... Miss you lots....

Dear remember what day is today ? Its out 3 yr and 9 mth anniversary..... hope the wish that we make together at sentosa's flower terrace will come true.....

"Sandman can you please stop the time for us when we are together......"

15th May 2006
11:49pm

You and Me

2006-04-21T23:55:00.000+07:00

Dear,
For the past few days i am really happy that i can see u everyday after school and have dinner with u. I am so sorry to have let u wait for me for hours to have dinner with me.. cos this 1 week quite busy . then today i am very amazed to recieve your morning call hehez.. cos normally is i give u morning call de,yesterday night still remember tt i say if u give me morning call i will sure be late for sch de.So today really shocked and happy tt u wake up specially for me to wake me up Muackz.

To my Freinds :
i am sorry to my freinds and freshie if my face seems black and look shagged when u see me this week in sch, i am not angry with u ya :) . Just that first week of sch hm.. alot of things to do.. i also dun noe y.Shld be first week quite slack dun noe y too many things come at once together making me blank out and finding my way out. yup.. i will figure it out one by one de.slowly walking out of the mist le.:) finally i finish one project le and really thanks to my grp members + (Qi qi , jesvin my two beloved women) to be by my side :)

Then today really thanks for those freshie of Fs classes especially FS 0602. Really thank you for willingly to stay and participate in the finale performance audition especially Alex, Cha lin,Jiralda,Farah,Darren and sihah. You all did a great job and its amazing tt u all learned finish the dance steps within 2 hrs.I really appreciate your time and effoert tt u all put in :) For the rest who can't make it for today's audition,i am still thankful for meeting up punctually at 1 pm. yup
then i think i cannot dance hip hop eh look weird... the ogl performance .. i try my best to dance nice nice.. will put in effort to learn it well de.. all the Ogl performers Jia You ya!!

After tt at ard 4.45 i kept my promise to u dear.. that we will have maggie mee together.. hehez.. i had never eat maggie mee cup together with u before noe.. then i was looking forward to it. the maggie mee was nice and it was really cool and happy cos very nice to eat.. hehez some more it was the first time eating it with u .. hahaz.. in future we can go explore ya.. Love you

~Caroline Girl Girl~
~1.32 am~
~22nd April 2006~

I Miss u so much

2006-04-17T23:16:00.000+07:00

Dear , actually today i not angry jus tt i feel awakard there and i noe u sure have stuff to do de tts why i let u do ur stuff ya.. dun be scared scared piggy dear.. heehz

Today really very happy that i can see u , like u are jus ard me .I really like the feeling :) dear thanks for being by my side and the 100 plus hehez.. Love u

Hm.. then for helping out at the booth wise i will do my best so dun worry abt me ya . I won injuried myself de.. Will be extra careful ya so dun worry k.. your dear me is--> superwomen hehez.. Really very happy to see u ard in school muackz.
Hope this week we can go out together ya.

~Carol Girl Girl~
~19 th april 2006~
~12.22 am~

1st Day of School......

2006-04-17T22:08:00.000+07:00

Hmm today finally school reopen le... meet girl girl before my 1st lesson starts, but hehe in the end didn't spend much time with ya =p. Guess you are really angry ba, cos i always say i'm free but in the end also like very rush and can't spend much time with ya. Sorry!!!

Luckily after school still got a chance to catch up with you, haha this time is at sports hall. Dear you look very cool and cute when you are seriously busy with your things hehe. But see you climb here climb there also very worried, so just sit at my booth and watch up for you hehe and also hehe can't forget your exausted look hehe cute cute, so went out and buy drinks for ya.

Tomorrow guess will have more time for you and should be able to see you more often le ba...

Waiting... muacks

Boy Boy
18 April 2006
11:16pm

Special Special Small Surprise =p

2006-04-06T00:27:00.000+07:00

Dear i got a special special small surprise (4 "S") hehez.. cannot tell u yet erm.. but soon u will recieve and know it. Muackz. look forward to it k.. love u :)

From :``~~ Mysterious Caroline ~~``**

busy busy!! Dear and me

2006-04-05T23:15:00.000+07:00

Dear,
today your orientation starts le.. :) no matter wad obstacles met mus overcome k.. and mus stay happy if not not handsome le..SMILEZ.. Today played tennis and its fun although dun noe y sometimes my hand sort sort de.. hehez.. then coach got say mus post nice nice and today we mus have the post and play at the same time.. then vickie is there taking pictures of our post lor.. hm.. erm.. then have one pic very nice haahz.. then nw waiting for vickie to bluetooth to lyn to upload to com.. hehez.. then i can have my photos for nyaa also.. dun noe leh.. heard frm lyn that joan say nyaa need photos of wad we are doin..
After tennis , same thing we training for napfa.. today was a rainy day ,so we did the wet weather programme. First time trying it out and i think i was quite fun .The best thing is that the girls are very cooperative and really love training with them, run and did those exercises together. One for all , All for one :) a pat on the back for the girls, Lyn and me.. hehez..
Hm.. then after the napfa trainig, lyn and me went to nyaa club room to do decro stuff for the notice board.. really very nice the 5 values.. giltter at the side by me and the words are drawn by lyn... hahaz... mon will hav to start work soon...

Dear i noe u dun hav time for me, so i wrote dwn things that i have done so that u know wad i am doin :) eh.. abit weird but i just feel like writing it dwn :) love u .
fROM girl girl,~~Caroline~`

Changes

2006-03-31T23:55:00.000+07:00

Today, the new blog skins is finally ready for viewing.. hehez.. very happy. Really search alot of skins then found one i really like at the first sight.Maybe its too girlish to Zhu Zhu le i think .hope its ok.Being attracted to the colour and the layout to it.. :)
then today just went for the WGS choir concert at wdls library auditorium.Really so happy for the juniors and it feel so warm and touched seeing them and thinking back those days we went through together too.. really feel to be back in time hahaz and join them in performing. But its still ok, cos we are setting up an alumni choir for our passion in singing.it may have difficulties in locating everyone but i will try my best to reach out to them and i am still quite puzzled abt how the training will go.. hm.. need to consult miss judith or mr. james lee.. then finally have time to meet up swee leng for her bday celebrating at swensens today.I found out one thing... hm.. like when we are getting older it seems to be more and more difficult in buying bday presents unless u noe wad ur friend is lacking of wad things or things that they wish to recieved.hm.. ok nw say abt other things.
Zhu Zhu dear you everyday busy till very tired .. next time u tired i dun wan chat with u on the phone le.. msn beta.when u r tired then also sian sian to tok ,then will influence.try slping early if Possible i hope.

~Zhu Zhu & Me~

2006-03-27T20:27:00.000+07:00

~~Zhu Zhu~~
after so long, last fri finally saw u le.. waited so long for u and me to be free.
My OGL camp ended on fri...wosh.. this mth have two camps but are all very fun.Really cannot forget those days at the Sembawang Boys and Girls Brigade camp.Its was both enlightening and displinery for me.I learnt lots of valuable stuff from the facilitators. Furthurmore i got to noe a tree called john.. hahaz.. then the Ogl Camp was more to fun and bonding with the other OGLs... through those camps i got to know more pple :)
Besides tt me getting tanner and tanner haiz... scared of the blazing sun nowadays... somemore playing tennis too.hope every wed sun isn't that glaring and sunny..
Dear, nw u shld be busy till after ur orientation over bah... hm.. u sure hav other events de...its ok.. cos both u and me are going to be busy, but mus set aside some time for u and me ya.. i dun need much jus hav some spare time to call me i am satisfied le or can let me see u its even beta hehez.. Muackz.. miss ya really .
i noe u dun hav time to write blog then i write for u to read ya....dear all the best for SIT freshies orientation ya :) and somemore, no crying on the finale k.. mus smile smile and be happy de... hehez.. cry cry zhu zhu...

~~^Love^ *Girl Girl* ^Caroline^~~

Dear Dear's Camp eagle

2006-03-10T16:21:00.000+07:00

Dear dear, yesterday sholud be ur camp ended le ba... hm.. misses u so much muackz.. hopefully hope u won't be like be become tan le... dear tt time u got it wrong le lahz.. not 1.5 litres shampoo.... its 1.5 litres of mineral water..hehez your dear where got so blur bring the whole contanier of shampoo hehez Muackz... weather this few days are extream hot so mus drink lots of water k.. and i finish the event of the swimming thing le so happy and fun.get to know lots of pple and learn a lot of new things. Miss u dear !!

Caroline~~~

Girl Girl Went For Camp Le.......

2006-03-02T15:21:00.000+07:00

Dear, hope you'll enjoy yourself during the camp k, and remember to take good care of yourself ya. This morning help you to carry your bag pack was so heavy, hehe wonder why you got some much strength to cary such a heavy bag... Stupid dear dear your back already not very good le still carry so many things like moving house like that... hehe... Boy Boy here almost fainted when you told me you brought 1.5 litres of shampoo to the camp hehe... zhu zhu... Hmm next time if u still got camp i must pack your bag for you le la... So worried here Muack...

Hmm... guess in the middle of the night sure got alot of mosquitoes will bite you de, dunno why your blood so sweet hehe... but remember cannot scarch k, if not got scar not nice le.... Hmm on monday see you sure will be very shock de, cos you sure kanna sun burn than black black again hehe... Haiz dear really miss you lots...

Waiting for you to come back and you call every night....

Love
Boy Boy
02/03/2006
4:30pm

Specially For you

2006-02-25T23:18:00.000+07:00

Dear Dear ~ Boy boy
really thanks alot for your specially planned Valentine's Day.It really was the best and special day that we had spent together the past 3 and a half years, and was the first valentine's day that we really celebrate together.
Thanks for the blue roses -its my favourite colour thanks dear and the surprise tt u gave me.. - a Nike tennis skirt..:) hehez. i never thought that u would buy as a valentine's day gift for me. really thank thank muackz. I will wear it for every tennis lesson de.hehez
Hope you like those shirt tt i bought and can see you wear it to school ya :)
Today first time play online msn games bejewel with you hehez.. and i won 2 times... then saw u online in your web cam for a while.. very happy hehez
next time i also go install one.. muacks.. dear next week on the 2nd to the 4th march i going for the leadership Camp.. dun worry k and can't see you for a few days le.. will miss u.. anyway i can call but dun noe if my batt can last not.. maybe on onli in the night time. This march shld be a meaningful march :) and i have finish my exams le.. hope i can get into the specialisation that i chose..
Dear also mus jia you for for coming tests k... dun play so much games ya... and drink more water muacks..

Luv~~ Caroline ( ~`**Girl Girl**`~)

Valentine Day With Girl Girl

2006-02-16T17:15:00.000+07:00

Dear Dear, now in club room waiting for next lesson hehe. Really enjoy valentine day with you, although did plan much things for you hmm hope you enjoy too. Boy Boy won't forget everything you've done for me de and won't leave you alone don't want you de. So don't worry ya.

Hmm now you having study break which means that the time meeting up with you is getting lesser and lesser le. Anyway remember to study hard for your exam ya. But please please cannot don't sleep de k and the best is sleep before 2am k. Hehe abit naggy. After your exam you'll be going for a leadership camp to becoming an SBM ogls rite, really must enjoy urself ya and learn as much things as you can. Dear Dear support you muackz...

Yesterday is our 3 and a half year annivesary le hor so fast. But for the 3 years have always let you worried and angry about me, bad boy boy here also didn't care for you much and even done so many things to hurt you. Dear Dear just wanna say "I'm Sorry" and i'll keep my word what i told you on valentine day de. Love You lots.....

Boy Boy
16/02/2006
5:15pm

the Valentine's Day

2006-02-14T15:08:00.000+07:00

Study Break...
Gone out with sheng thin today.. to have lunch together... wah really very long din see them le... then saw ah tak in the train while going to sch to meet dear up... Hm.. recieved ebby sent pictures of us taken during the last lesson... really like the photo taken with ebby and jesvin... cos nice :) but the one with jesvin is a bit blur.. so can't really see... Thanks alot Ebby.. :)

last day of lesson.. ending of year 1 :)

2006-02-09T10:26:00.000+07:00

Yoz dear dear... later you having your presentation rite.. all the best k... today feel very busy... hahaz.. got things happen in class that why late 1/2 hour call u sorry dear dear... but phew .. you finish your things le... cos last night also din call you to wake you up.. hehez.. sorry sorry.... Mus take care k.. dun work work too much later sick sick k.. mus drink lots of water ya. :)

`~_CaRoLiNe_~` (*~Girl Girl~*)-.....

very hot hot Day

2006-02-08T17:51:00.000+07:00

Yoz ho... exams coming nearer and nearner.... got to find time to get started le if not too late liao... haiz....
oh ya.. today is extreamly hot and sunny.. my face is burnt.. (:0) and very tired today... play tennis today is very tong ku today... but at least there are still wind which din make the day that bad.....
Hm... dear dear shld be playing bball nw... later meeting him up.. :)

Dear dear

2006-02-06T17:46:00.000+07:00

Hehez.. this pic is taken during my bday last year.. the doggy is MC6 my jie mei bought as a present for me de... hug hug it to ZZZzzzzZZZzz :) hm.. abt the bouquet of roses, is dear dear ask jesvin help buy for me de.. think he din see it b4 cos that time he is very very very busy with events... :0 sad sad.. but its ok... thanks dear anyway and my MC6 sisters. Muacks

Nw dear dear beside me, but he doing his projects.. smuggle into the block L level 5 free access.. hehez.. today even though wait untill five sth then meet dear up but very very happy.. drink the GRAPES ...erm blended frm fj.. hahaz.. know how to say but din noe how to spell the word.. It is always a great relaxation to sit, drink and enjoy the breeze besides the ..... School's fountain hehez... got a chance to listen to the nature's voice.
dear dEAR thanks for douing up our blog, muackz.... i noe mus do project but not till to late k... :)

Sorry Dear Dear..

2006-02-06T12:07:00.000+07:00

Dear dear sorry.. cos today actually promised to eat lunch with you de.. but i cannot make it cos having projects meet up. hehez.... ypu ypu.. meet u up later dun be sad sad k.. :)

Dying To See You...

2006-01-31T19:07:00.000+07:00

Hmm dunno how many days didn't see you le now.... was alone at home for the whole day playing games all the way till now than post something at our blog hehe. Finally tomorrow can see you le, really looking forward... Dear you know during this Chinese New Year i'm really very bored noe, haiz too bad you went to Genting Highland. Hmm but anyway you finally can relax yourself le, boy boy alos happy for you, cos before that you were rushing all ya projects... How i hope can always be by your side whenever you need me, to lend you my shoulder when you are tired, hug you tight tight when you are stress up... Hmm Boy Boy just wanna say I Miss You....

Dear got time we must go take many photos k, cos was browsing my folder but can't find much of our photos, and till now i still feel that this photo is the best 1 hehe, hmm although taken long ago but really like this picture very much hehe.Muackz.....

Boy Boy
01/02/2006
8:20PM

I Miss You......

2006-01-30T17:17:00.000+07:00

Dear I Miss You Badly....... Hope to hug you tight tight, very down now, really miss you alot....

Boy Boy
31th Jan 2006
6:16pm

Boy Boy & Girl Girl In The Rain.......

2006-01-11T22:30:00.000+07:00

Hmm... today i'm so happy noe dear dear... hehe after my test than can play basketball, than soccer with my friends... hehe than you also come and practice your tennis hehe... 1st time have a closer look at how you play le... Hmm Dear really must jia you ya hehe... muack...

Hehe really enjoy dinner with ya tonight, dunno how long didn't spend such wonderful time with you le... hehe but i think just now we really crazy noe... dinner eat so much le than walk pass the hawker center still buy "Dao Shuan", "Hei Nuo Mi" & "Zhi Ma Hu" hehe zhu zhu like that where can finish? Haha but in the end we just manage to finish "Dao Shuan" & "Hei Nuo Mi" hehe... very wasteful hor... Boy Boy very happy

Dear Dear sorry about just now hehe, cos in the end still let u get wet in the rain le... hmm don't worry i'll pray hard for you de so that you won't get sick... hehe muack...

Zhu Zhu really looking foward to have dinner with ya again....

Boy Boy Miss You...

Love ya

11 January 2006
11:.37pm

Raining day i love it :)

2006-01-11T16:25:00.000+07:00

Yoz Dear dear... hehez.. today very very happy noe.. even if its raining.. i still like playing tennis in the rain :) later can get to see you le.. Muacks oh ya and i changes the songs le.. see if you like it or not ya :)

Love caroline

The Day Before ORION.........

2006-01-03T23:51:00.000+07:00

Hmm today have been very busy, cos didn't really study for my IT2743 test, in the end was so nervous when doing the paper think this time gonna fail again. Super sad...

Hmm now really dunno why i come to school noe, think i'm more interested in SIT club events ba, really wanna say sorry to all my project teamates really didn't put in any effort for the past 1 week. Promise i'll chiong when week 10 comes.... Sorry Guys.....

Today Xavier and I missed the 1st trial run in the TFA, cos i'm going for my test, than when we went for the 2nd shift jus found out that our CDs couldn't play... So we rush back to AMK to by the Ah Du album wahaha. Luckly when we reach TFA the committee still allow us to practise, really wanna thank them...

Hmm but the most interesting thing is that Girl Girl coming to TFA after her lesson hehe so happy... Finally let Girl Girl hear me sing le.... Muacks...

Dear Dear noe i'm really very busy with my club events and others stuff, our time together is really getting lesser and lesser le, all this really have to blame me hehe, now everytime see you actually got lots of things to tell you but jus dunno where to start.... Hmm Dear ultimatly I Miss You.... Muack...

Finally a very big Kiss, Hug, Thank You & Love to all the SIT Club members, thanks for wad you all have done for me and Xavier, Thanks for the "Luo Hao Guo", "Ling Yang", Chuan Pei Pi Pa Gao", Nice Nice banner and alot more, really great to have you guys.... Guess u all don't wanna see Sky cry ba.... really very touch le....

hmm one last word for myself.....

"The Difference Between Dreams And Accomplishment Is Purely Deisre"

I'll give my very best for tomorrow ORION.....

Sky
03/01/2006
1.08am

A new year with new beginings...

2006-01-02T14:44:00.000+07:00

Year 2005 is over and here comes 2006...
to me, i still feels that the year 2005 have not end yet.Maybe its because its still the same sem when i get back to school.. Don't feel that there is sth fresh for a new start.However, i do look forward to the chinese new year to arrive.It seems that its not going to be too far away from today.Around 28 more days the day will come.i am delighted that i bought the pair shoe that i really like ,think it will look nice with my business wear..:)

hm.. for year 2006, i look forward to a new me to grow up more mature in terms of mentally and things that i have not done last year hope that i can complete them.Then in terms of my studies,i can do better in written work and projects too. They can be better this year for the organisation and powerpoints slides be more attratcive.

actually i do learn alot of new things in the past year.
1)Perseverance in completing and achieving things like the SBM day-musical and having to learn tennis.
2)Getting to know in depth of my project mates' potential in different areas.
3)Still Learning of how to handle different people with different personalities and to accomodate them.
4)Through time, i know my MC6 girls,and each of their personality and character more indept and remembering things that they like and dislikes so that when deciding on things we can discuss better.With the six of us,even though we are quite a big grp and when festive comes we do have headache in buying and thinking of wad kinds of gifts they would like to recieve.But with enough understanding of them,we would try our best in getting the most suitable gifts for each of the girls.There may be times where there would be three pairs of us but we will accomodate to them differently ,hehez especially in places where we are going to have our lunch.But I really am fortunate in finding real true friends in poly life, where they treat me truly well and will spare a thought when deciding on things and help each other along the way.I really am thankful to them.
Futhermore, and thanks to all my other friends in my schooling life for still remembering me and not forgeting to keep in contact.

Lastly, to my dear..even though he is real busy and don't have time for me,i still wan to thank him for sparing me some of his time to chat with me.thanks dear.i know i have been writing this often but do get enough sleep k.miss ya

from Caroline.

audition day

2005-11-30T07:15:00.000+07:00

Both dear dear and me is going to have the orion audition today.. dear and xavier , me and jun xiong in the group category... Jia you ya.. :)

ham ham

2005-11-29T14:14:00.000+07:00

Dear dear,
hehez.. today i go and collect my new specs nw wearing it to type the blog :) and today i bought sth which is really really cute and i loved it very very much... i bought two small cute ham ham!!! hahaz.. wondering wad ham ham is?? ham ham is hamsters... very very small then the two girl girl ham ham always overlap and sleep together de when i saw it at the pet shop also like tt . so happy today... da jie also very happy and we will take turns to take care of ham ham de...
Today can see u le dear :) wondering how i look like with the spec on ? hehez.. jie jie says i look nice in it.., but still without specs look nicer.. miss ya dear
Muackszz!!!! Lotz Lotz

Frm Cute Cute Girl Girl (caroline) hehez BHB hoh !!!

SBM's Musical Day

2005-11-29T07:33:00.000+07:00

Dear dear..
today i really very happy know, we have successfully acted out the whole musical well... even though i was onli the maid.. (cecilla) haha.. maybe got the maid's face tt's wad jesvin said.. i really learned alot from the musical it self---- make alot of new friends and learn more abt acting and singing itself... even though the time is really tight but we still did it. Yes !!! Thank You To all cast and Back stage crew!

En ( Ariel)
Kai (Hamza)
Mud ( Zhao Quan)
Johnathon ( Jun xiong )
Gucci ( jin Siong )
Fiona (Anastasia)
Britney (Rena)
Ah long (shawn)
Daddy ( ashley )
Mummy ( Suzy)
Cecilla ( Caroline)
Jesvin (club member)
pat ( club member)
Hui Leng (Nurse)
Annice ( Miss Gan)
Dorence ( Doctor)

Actually tt very day on the actual performance, the whole back stage was in a mess.. the props... very messy haha.. help to tie daddy's ( ashley) tie too... then oh one thing.. my make up was like singing chinese oprea very red the face.. hahaz.. then frightened MOXIC hahaz our guitarist... and the doc dorence see me run away.. we took the scariest pics on earth with out make up on... took alot of pics.. really have hav a lot of fun together.. miss ya all....

And not forgeting my boy trying to get into the TFA on the actual day but can't as it is onli for SBMers... and on that very fri 25th Nov dear dear acconpany me home.. and he learn how to use diaphram to sing hehez.. very fun rite.. muackz dear
Miss ya From Girl Girl Caroline!!

The Day After Boy's Bdae Celebration!!

2005-11-17T00:25:00.000+07:00

Dear,
good morning!
Abt yesterday's boy boy bdae celebration:
1) we go take pic together after about 1yr plus din take le.. oh ya i will remember tt after my braces is out, we will go take again k.
2) we go makan makan at where ? boy boy noes.. for those interested, ask boy boy ya !:P
3) dear bought a nice orange and not slipperly during rainy days de slipper for me (happy) oh ya next time i will try wear bright colours often!
4) stroll ard orchard road and found one really nice place - that cd shop. bought one 3 in 1 piano instrumental cd.
next.... hope dear dear like the present ya... sorry dear, yesterday abit mysterious abt the places we goin cos to give u surprise mah and tellling u that i did not prepare any gift for u . :) i know u very happy cos u said many times tt u r happy inside out hahaz.. i noe de ya. today after school do have a good rest k.
girl girl miss ya.

Happy Birthday Dear :)

2005-11-16T06:58:00.000+07:00

Dear,
dun be sad abt those sad things and judgements about wad others says, cos outcome of one thing is wad we can never predict,until the final says is reached. but changes can be done to make it more wonderful ya . Do believe in yourself that u can make it becos i noe your friends are behind u and plus me!! :) Its ok that u dun have enough time for me, cos i noe once u are in into some work u r really serious and want it to be done to the best. i can understand de ya.. so dun blame urself.But one thing, do pick up my calls when i call u k,or if u r unable to ,sms me a short sort msg k to let me noe tt u r safe. muacks

Today is Your 19th Birthday!! so mus be happy k hahaz.. look forward to your bdae celebration wif me mahz??? :P

miss u
From girl girl ~~*CAroline*~~

The Day Before My Birthday......

2005-11-15T14:34:00.000+07:00

Didn't start off with a good day, cos this morning once i log in into MSN during my lab somehow somebody message me and say some kind of demoralize thingy to me regarding SportChamp.... I was so sad but didn't put it to heart, cos i was thinking since i've come so far its no point for me to quit here, and its still early for anybody to judge on the outcome of the event. No matter wad i'll work hard for it.......

Andrew Down le......

Heard that my bro "An Zhu" down le, think cos of the filming of dodgeball on saturday ba and some relationship stuff that not only make him sick but also like smashing his crystal heart into million of pieces.... Sorry Bro for making you do all the filming under the hot sun hehe.... hope you'll recover soon, remember no matter wad "U" still have us around....

Visiting Andrew......

Sharon, Nas, Calvin, Cher, Natalie, Jing Yi, Mervyn, Wei Siong, Xavier and myself meet after school and went visit Andrew, i think all of us miss him too much le, don't really quite used to without him haha. We brought him to see doctor and we really do some crazy stuff haha. Yo Andrew hope u don't mind. Before accompany him home we really like treat him like pregnant lady haha went to buy all the sour sour thingy for him cos really scare he vomit again. Hope you really can recover by tonight cos tomorrow is my birthday liao really wish you can be around.... Take Care....

Meeting up with Girl Girl......

Girl Girl, i was so happy today noe after meeting you, miss your beautiful eyes hehe. I know u wanted to celebrate my birthday for me i really appreciate it Thanks alot dear.... But i just wish your accompany for my birthday can le and nothing much..... Dear also wanna say sorry to you cos since becoming the committee, i'm very busy with all my stuff and didn't have time for you again.... but luckily now move to Singapore le got time still can meet up with you for dinner..... Really looking forward for tomorrow.........

One last thing...... Tomorrow is our 3yrs 3mths being together le............

I Love You...........

Boy Boy

miss you

2005-11-09T06:50:00.000+07:00

Dear Dear,
you moved to singapore for two days le.... sob sob.. like tt will have lesser time to see you le. but its ok.. i will try to meet u up whenever i can make it ya.. hehez.. dear, did i tell u tt i got in to the SbM musical? hahaz.. but onli a small character but i will try my best.wanted to try out ,cos never did i have a chance to participate in a musical!!:) u too jia you for ur DE project too!
miss ya dear

sorry

2005-10-26T04:13:00.000+07:00

yoz.. Dear hehez today quite happy cos i passed my parking test finally.. muacks...few more weeks, its your birthday le.. hahaz.... and sorry abt yesterday shouldn't hav been angry with u de.. i noe its onli a game .sorry dear.

Finally Got To See Girl Girl liao.............

2005-10-18T12:40:00.000+07:00

Girl Girl so happy to see u today hehe, actually today didn't go out to singapore noe, than suddenly mummy ask me to deliver some goods to singapore. Your school reopen liao means we got more time for each other liao hor hehe, i'll try to go school accompany u whenever i can k.

Dear sorry about today too couldn't drive u to the car learning centre, cos tire puncture hehe, but quite happy too cos u said i look COOL and SHUAI when i'm changing the tire, but sweat till whole body wet wet u still say cool haha. I think when a guy is serious is the most SHUAI moment ba hehe. Muack miss u lotz lotz noe.....

Tomorrow having your car exam liao don't nervous ya, i'll pray hard for u ya, dear all the best to "U"....... Remember after you got ya licience le must drive me home k. Waiting for that day to come. All the best to my cute cute girl girl CaRoLiNe.........MuackzZzZz

Boy Boy "zhu tou" love you........

caroline's holiday time

2005-09-28T13:57:00.000+07:00

Yoz dear, abt 2 weeks le bah din c u..But hopefully can see u tomorrow (wed) my tennis day + me and ur day!! at home quite boring noe.see finish all vcds le.. daer ar.. u almost everyday when go singapore very very very late then reach home..worried, thought where u go.i noe u busy with ur committe things ya.but mus also take care of ur body k..
No matter the unhappy things happen to u ,i know u are strong and dun wan me to worry abt you.But in front of me there isn't a need to put up a brave front cos i am ur dear dear remember.. promised tt i would be there for you always but it isn't really so as when things do really happen i am not there right beside you.sorry dear.
But i do hope that u dun keep the unhappines inside you as for a quote says" keep in your heart too long,one day u will explode,breakdown" i might not be able to give you the best opinions ,views to whatever you are facing but i will support you all the way ,the problems tt u need to face and solutions to it. sometimes to some things there may not be a solution to it but dun give up k.time will make it ya.
Dear dear, smile when u r really happy and u can cry when u r really upset abt some things no matter when u r happy :), sad :(, excited , gloomy ... i want to tell u that -> u still my dear, the dear that hav been through high and lows together with me for the past 3 years 1 month and 12 days.
Dear i miss u n love u .muacks
Sincerely from your girl- ~caroline~

saranghehyo dear

2005-09-20T15:05:00.000+07:00

Dear,
whole day din sms or call u until ard 11 pm sth then i called miss me alot rite!! hahaz i guess so..me too miz ya.Btw jia le called me jie jie jus nw hehez.. very cute(i very happy noe).Oh,i told u hav sth 2 tell u rite => e t-shirt i can wear hehez.. just nice muackz,no need hang it on the wall le.:P
Today i whole day watching the sad love story(korean drama)really very sad and sweet + romantic.sometimes will imagine myself inside the show (think too much le)hehex. really very romantic ..i love piano more through those shows especially the theme songs.although i can't play piano very well but do wish myself can play like thay do..
see i told u i got abit crazy over it le.. hahaz..will cry while watching e show..till eyes the next day become panda eyes..but can't help it really very emotional.:) sometimes really wish to watch together with u ,wish tt u r by my side.hm.. and learn sth while watching it ..eh like how to be more romamtic lahz ...(='@'=)
Dear Dear, exams mus work hard ok.. really wish to spend more time with u.. i looking forward to saturday, but b4 tt mus remember to shave ur beard k...nw BeBe by my side later will hug it go slp de ya.. **{Gi Gu Gigi Gu Gigi}~~ noe wad i mean rite hehez and its onli for the 2 of us. You & Me.

dEar love you. ~CaRoLiNe to u~~ Muackz.
<1.05 Am, 20th step 2005>

Whole Day Didn't Hear From You......

2005-09-18T14:09:00.000+07:00

Oh my god today whole day didn't hear your voice very sad noe, hehe dear miss you. Dear hope you like the shirt i brought for you hehe. That day you so cute when you saw the shirt hehe this 1 only the both of us know hehe ( Sorry guys for those of u who are interested in what happen haha, curiousity will not be rewarded haha ).

Dear now is our school holiday le think will have less time to go out liao so sad :( but nevermind still got our pillow haha although got lots of my saliva liao hehe but still smells good hehe.

Tomorrow is your 1st day learning how to drive le so happy for you don't scare ya, if possible i give you extra lesson. Remember after you take your licence must drive me around k. All the best to you MUACKZzZzZz.

After you got your licence we go beach watch sunset can........

Love You......

Caroline de Boy Boy
18 September 2005
12:09am

Thanks For Everything!!

2005-09-18T14:05:00.000+07:00

Dear,
really thanks for everything tt u have done for me.I really like tt monkey voice recorder..and the most recently The T-shirt with my name and the ME infront.. thin is Caroline love me rite... hahaz!! Futhur more u every wed fetch me home and u waited for me till so late.. muacks for u ...But u mus also remember t0 focus on ur studies ya.. i noe u seldom can study at home de.. feel very guilty cos everytime u request for me to accompany u to go study i can't come out.sorry dear.. Oh btw jus nw i go read abt e scopio man.. really like u noe..its in our blog too... u can go read!!
Dear ar nw i really like watching korean drama series noe.. very touching de hehez..hope to c u noe..one week onli can c u once..
Muackz love u !:):):)
i also misses sch lehz..with all my frends especially Mc6 + wei Qi.. long time din c them le except for lyn and ebby..having tennis lessons together very fun! Dear got chance when u buy the racket we play k.:)
~~Caroline~~ (~Girlz**Girlz~) Love u ...

3 year Anniversary

2005-08-15T14:15:00.000+07:00

Dear Dear Happy 3yr Anniversary, don't know why its seems like we just started our relationship yesterday. Hehe, its so fresh still have the strong feeling for you, so strong till now i also don't know how to explain. Although for the passed 3 years our journey was not that smooth and there are times we even broke up, but for sure i've learned how to cherish you even more. Dear THANKS for all the things that you have done for me.

Dear today the whole day i feel so sad noe, can't get to see you the for whole day. Hehe you're already part of my life now, i miss your eyes, your smile, your cute face and i really do miss you alot alot. Really feel very lonely today without you. So sad........

Dear lets work hard and carry on with our beautiful journey ahead k.................

LoVe YoU.............

Boy Boy Jy

Finally Its Over..........

2005-07-25T13:11:00.000+07:00

Finally VoiceOut 2005 is over, really wanna say a big Thank You for those people who are always alongside with me making VoiceOut 2005 a success.

VoiceOut--->"Jessica, Sandy, Wei Ping, Pei Shan, Azimah, Bernadet, Mei Ling, Wei Neng, Richard, Bobby, Annie, Mervyn, Chermaine, Patricia, Gloria, Eugene."

Xtreme Venture--->"Calvin, Natalie."

BandzOut--->"Andrew, Stefanie, Wana, Ridzman, Xavier, Kia Fang, Yan Kai, Stanley."

Phat Nite--->"Jing Yi, Sue."

Excos 2004--->"Alex, Azran, Cindy, Helmi, Hui Shan, Bryan, Eric, Art, Fida, Wendy."

Special Thanks to : Calvin Tang and Wei Siong for making my life so wonderful since knowing both of you.

Our journey in SIT club seems to come to an end, really hope that no matter what happen in the future everybody can still stick together like during orientation, sharing the joy, tears together.

I also wanna thank my mum for staying up till so late every night waiting for me to come home, preparing dinner for me and also being understandable.

Hehe and also not forget my Dear Dear. Dear sorry for the past few months, i know that i've not showing you much concern and care, i didn't even plan for your birthday and spend time with you. I'm sorry, just like i promise you i'll spend more time with you after my event, hope you know how much VoiceOut meant to me. And now its time for me to make it to you.................

2005-07-19T23:00:00.000+07:00

Dear .... very tired hehez... the day b4 same as.. u nv slp the whole night.. i wonder how u can take it... and i was like dead meat yesterday night le.. today still very tired... ..projects + projects + projects= caroline dead meat. hehez.....then voice out + voice out+ voice out = dear dear no time c caroline. hehez.... but caroline still dote on jy.
:) i also dun noe wad i am writing hahaz.. too tired le...
i love u dear,.

from zombie caroline..

Caroline's Boy Boy !!!

2005-06-19T14:09:00.000+07:00

Caroline de Boy Boy!!
hehez.. originated by our MC6 de si yan!!! hehez...dear u pai seh tt time rite.. and pretend tt its not u hoh.. until ebby tell si yan call u JIA YE. still remember the way u act out for me to c hehez.. so cute... Dear dear u noe wad? on thursday(16th of june) can see u really very happy noe.. although is like i am doing nth but can accompany by ur side is the most tt i can do nw.., until ur voice out programme is succefully programme out. btw i found out sth noe.. everytime i dress nice nice hoh then u will be extreamly happy de and treat me more sweetly then b4... hm.. i jus feel like tt.. rite??? those days really feel tt u weird weird de... then i also dun noe how? and u are always so tired due to lack of slp then everytime c u ,u always very tired except thursday.c u full of energy... so happy :)i won blame u for neglecting me.. but sometimes do spare some little bit bit time to me can le.. c your *happy* face once enough to put those unhappiness away le..
I dun ask for much, remember? sometimes ur little short sms,send me out of the sudden did really brighten my day up. and i will smile like a gundoo. hehez,... and one more thing... u say u will carry me de hoh.. when i wear heels till leg pain. :p cos u say cannot take it off to rest cos its not nice to c.hehez... oh and abt the movie thingy i discuss with u again okiez.. dear muackz... miss ya :)and nite nite...

By `*~~*` Jy's Girl Girl!!! :P

I Miss You Like Crazy.............

2005-06-19T08:59:00.000+07:00

Dear dear really thanks alot for present, i really like it. It's been with me all the time since then, just like what is written on it. I know that i didn't spend much time with you for the past few days, i know that you won't blame me, but i really feel bad, so bad till i don't know what i can do to make it up for it. I can see that you are really unhappy the last time we meet, dear dear please don't hide your feeling k. If you are really angry with me i'll let you scold and beat me ya. But despite of all my heavy work load, i still remember to spare sometime for myself to think of you. I Miss You!!!

Dear Dear this coming wednesday we go watch movie can ?
Love you Muacks

Scopion and Cancerian - you and me

2005-06-11T15:30:00.000+07:00

CANCER WOMAN
> > >
> > >When she is in love, she will act both ways. First, > > Shy and polite
> > >trembling
> > >to be near you. Second, Attach to you like glue and
> > trying to be with you
> > >all the times. She will try to go home with you
> > after work, or have every
> > >lunch with you. It is O.K. if you like her too, but
> > if is is not the case,
> > >you will feel very uncomfortable.
> > >
> > >She hates to be talked about or gossiped by someone
> > else. If she knows she
> > >will be very hurt. In nature she is a shy type,
> > except she has been
> > >influenced by some other Zodiac. She is not a brave
> > or daring type, so if
> > >you like her then you better be the one who start
> > first. She will not
> > >accept
> > >her true feeling, so if you like here you better
> > tell her first.
> > >
> > >She is like a musical note always change in tunes,
> > so one minute she can be
> > >funny and cheerful, and one minute she can be sad
> > and depress. Other people
> > >may think of her as "Over-acting", or
> > "Over-reacting".
> > >
> > >When she is depress, she will go out and look for
> > things to make it up. She
> > >loves money, and thinks of having "Money" as
> > "happy", not as "God". She
> > >will
> > >not look down at you if you do not have a lot of
> > money, but she will help
> > >you make money, save money. She is not an
> > extravagant person and sometimes
> > >will tell you not to buy her expensive and not
> > useful gift.
> > >
> > >She is the type who enjoy a long and quiet walk.
> > Cancer woman also
> > >influenced by the "moon", so under the moon light
> > she will be fascinating
> > >woman.
> > >
> > >She has a constant fear for many things. She fear
> > of not being smart
> > >enough,
> > >not pretty enough. Even if she is not fat, she will
> > not be satisfy.
> > >Assuring
> > >her of her look would help, because she can change
> > mood 4 times a day.
> > >
> > >She is not stingy, but you will not surprise if you
> > see she collecting old
> > >or broken junks. She sees that everything are
> > useful to her. She will find
> > >a
> > >way to re-use it again some day. She is not a
> > jealous type,but possessive.
> > >
> > >The best part of her is that she will sacrifice
> > everything for her love one
> > >with no limit. Don't leave her in times of
> > troubles, she will never forget
> > >it. She is not a weak type, even she looks like
> > one, Example if you argue > > >with her, she might cry her heart out. Once you
> > left, she will wipe her
> > >tears and start clean up her apartment normally.
> > >
> > >She is a very careful mother and will look after
> > her kids every steps of
> > >the
> > >way. If she is a mother of your children, you are
> > at ease, but if she is
> > >your mother in law, you are in pain. Not to worry,
> > this type of mother in
> > >law will not let her own daughter being an "Old
> > mate".
> > >
> > >She could be moody and argue with you in many
> > little things like many
> > >women,
> > >but she always wait and want to take care of you.
> > If you argue with her and
> > >disappear a few days, she will be waiting for you,
> > but not for long O.K.
> > >This kind of testing is risky, try not to do it.
> > >
> > >The Cancer woman need 2 things to be happy which
> > are "Work" and "Love". She
> > >can be live in a dusty house, but she can not live
> > in that same house with
> > >no Love.

SCORPIO MAN
> > >
> > >
> > >A man with a foggy clouds over him. He is sensitive
> > and easily hurt and
> > >always feels lonely. He does not trust anyone but
> > himself. Sounding so
> > >negative, but he has an amazingly charisma. He is a
> > compassionate man . He
> > >absorbs other people sentimental feeling and pain.
> > >
> > >He is a good psychiatrist and he could understand
> > complex and confused
> > >feeling. He has a hidden power that he could use it
> > to make things happen
> > >and do things well. He does not like people who
> > never try to help
> > >themselves
> > >before asking other people for favors. He is the
> > type of guy who mostly
> > >achieved his goal in life.Once he sets his mind for
> > something, he will put
> > >all his energy and efforts in it , whether or not
> > it is a small matter or a
> > >big project. One of the most success man in all the
> > Zodiac.
> > >
> > >He is a very patient man and can waits for years to
> > reach his goal. He
> > >hates
> > >thin feeling and weak determinations. He can not
> > retreat or rest for long,
> > >for he thinks life has more questions and more
> > answer to be searched.
> > >
> > >If he is in love, you will get plenty of love from
> > him, sometimes may be
> > >too
> > >much than you have asked for. He is serious about
> > love and relationship and
> > >will not waste time with someone he does not love
> > whether how pretty she
> > >is.
> > >
> > >He hardly makes mistake. He could tell if you have
> > any bad thought, and
> > >will
> > >not hesitate to tell you so. If you do not like
> > straight forward sincere
> > >man, then pack your bag now. If you are an over
> > sensitive person, try not
> > >to
> > >ask for his comments. He will tell you the truth,
> > even you might not be
> > >able
> > >to take it. Example , if you ask him if you are fat
> > (and you are fat), he
> > >will say "yes, as big as a balloon". He makes such
> > comments because he
> > >cares
> > >for you, so do something about your weight and do
> > not get up set with him.
> > > > > >If he says "you look pretty today", you can be
> > proud because he will not
> > >say
> > >such think just to please you if he does not really
> > mean it. There will be
> > >both kind of people, those who like him and those
> > who hate him. If you are
> > >in love this guy, be strong and belief in your
> > decision, do not be
> > >vulnerable. He remembers all his anger and will
> > wait for his pay back time.
> > >
> > >He is very serious about your promise, do not
> > promise something you could
> > >not keep. He loves his friends and will do anything
> > for his close friends.
> > >He likes you to take care of him, but not in front
> > of his friend. He is a
> > >complex man and you will never understand what he
> > means if you do not
> > >really
> > >know him. He is happy to know he is a complex
> > figure. When he is thinking
> > >or
> > >when he needs his privacy, you should give him some
> > space.
> > >
> > >He memorize everything well. You may say something
> > that you already
> > >forgotten, but he will remember every words. He
> > wants to be respected and
> > >admired and at the same time he does not like
> > people to have power over
> > >him.
> > >
> > >When he falls in love, he really falls deep. A man
> > in this Zodiac once in
> > >love, he will be sweeter than sugar. He does not
> > like a plain and simple
> > >woman. A complex woman's mind is his venture.
> > Always be interesting and
> > >able
> > >to talk to him about every things in any subjects.
> > He does not like a woman
> > >who sits around waiting for his call.

I will support in wad u do ya!

2005-05-27T12:05:00.000+07:00

Dear,
i know after ur orientation finale, u have also been asigned to be part of the donno how many programms in SIT group.Though this will somehow affect our relationship, but i will still support u as u must hav done a good job that u are being recommended to be part of a important programme again.I am happy and proud of you too.
After your OGL thing and now having to plan lots of things abt the new programmes upcoming, and u hav no time for me.This time,i hav learn to be more understanding of this problem le.. as if i were you, i will also want put my heart and soul into the planning too to contribute.
Thus its ok ya.. i won't be angry abt this thing again. but at least sometimes u pick up my call to tell me how u are doin or just a simple sms will do ya.Do really take care of your health k i noe u sure will overwork de.. but sometimes at least take a small small break k.
Muacks.. From piggy caroline :)

Grand Finale 2005

2005-05-23T08:31:00.000+07:00

SIT Orientation Grand Finale 2005 was really a great success. When the show is drawing to a close I became so emotional, what cross my mind that moment was that, "Man we've work so hard for the passed 1 month, and the show ended in just 3 hrs." Before the start of the Grand Finale, the whole "Super Cool" Finale Team were still doubtful wheather we can make it, the whole thing just ended too fast. I really miss what we've been through and what we've done in the past 1 month. Althought after the show most of us break down and shed the tears of joy, but what really make us have the sense of satisfaction was that the freshmen said that the Grand Finale was a blast. 20th May 2005 I'll always remember for the rest of my life............

specially for you on this special day

2005-05-16T13:38:00.000+07:00

Piggy Dear Dear,
very touched to see wad u wrote ... no wonder u ask me to call u after seeing this..hehez...i aslo remember the first time u held my hand,very funny tt day and the most special thing is tt we also started on that very day 15th aug. alot of things dunno how to write but i really feel very happy.thank you dear dear.. :) muacky..

From the cute cute caroline!!! on the very special day of ours

2 Years 9 Months

2005-05-16T07:24:00.000+07:00

Dear, time really pass very fast. Do you still remember the 1st time i hold your hands?? We are in uncle bus and i show you my injured hand, when you touches my hand i just hold your hand till we reach custom. I remember that that morning both of us couldn't sleep at all. I can feel that you are nervous and your heart is beating fast. And...... Our journey start from there.

Dear dear i think at this point of time, our relationship has also become more stable and more mature. I believed that its all the hardship in the past that we've been through makes our love and trust for each other even deeper and stronger. I hope that i'm already part of your life now, just like how important you are to me. I have faith that in our journey ahead nothing will seperate us, and nothing gonna change my love for you. I've lost you once, i really don't wanna lose you again. Although i know that promises at this point of stage meant nothing for us, but i'll still keep the 1st promise that i've promise you, which is to take good care of you, make you happy, let you have a sense of security and also make you "xin fu".

Dear dear I Love You.......

Happy Day

2005-05-11T12:19:00.000+07:00

Yoz, Dear Dear
today internet and web very boring noe.. so i got time i changed the blog skins... hehez nice hoh.. the girl very cute call angle.. which is me!!! next time got time then i change again ya... so our blog will not be so dull ya.... Muacky ...

Finally I've move in to my new house

2005-05-09T03:56:00.000+07:00

Dear Dear now at my new home posting this blog, very tired cause this morning woke up very early. This weekend seems to pass very fast know, but to me this is a very good news, cause monday can see you again.

Remember last friday you said that you wanna go watch movie, dear dear i'll try to take out sometime for you ya. Althought this month i'm busy with the ogl program. But really happy cause now can see you more often.

Hehe also dunno wad to write le, maybe too tired can't think of any le. Can't wait for monday to come. Dear dear really miss you lots lots. Muack for you

I'm so lousy at painting

2005-05-01T14:20:00.000+07:00

Dear Dear i guess i got no hope le, paint for two days le my skill haven't improve. Its really a tough job know, really hope you can come help me. By the way i'm moving on the 8th May if can must come k. Tomorrow need to do the final touch up and also need to wash the entire house. Hope can finish early so that i can call you. Hehe.......

Erm.... just received your sms. So angry knowing that you haven't taken your bath, don't worry ya i won't scold you again, i know you must be busy with your things. But in future do bath early ya.

Dunno why suddenly feel like hugging you, maybe the time we see each other is too short. But i really cherish every moment with you now. Hehe too shy to tell you this. Really looking forward to tuesday, can see you again. Really hate holidays know, have to wait for a long time inorder to see you. Hope you feel the same too.......

Dear Dear got time we arrange go watch movie k. Long time didn't watch with you. Looking forward.... Miss you.....

Nothing is more important than you

2005-05-01T13:11:00.000+07:00

Dear Dear, this few days is like so "xin fu" finally can spend more time with you. Yesterday after my ogl duty, I was so happy to see you thats why I hug when i see you. You know that there is something bothering me, i really feel that i didn't treat you good enough, really scare you'll leave me again. This month I think i really don't have much time to accompany you, hope you understand, because i really want to commit myself for the ogl. But I'll try to have lunch with you k. Really miss you alot when you are no around. Miss you dear dear. Muack

Something for you

2005-03-14T13:49:00.000+07:00

yo ho piggy,
right nw, hav to wait k for me.. cos i cannot possibibily go out everyday when i dun hav sch.me too hehez.. wan to hav some time with u hm.. really hav to find one day to go watch movie with u, but right nw u hav to work rite.... so we don spen too much money k, u work so hard cannot like we go out once then no more money liao,we can also do sth else like go walk walk... hehez. also very happy mahz.next week maybe u cannot c me tt often... mus REN k.. i will miss u badly too de.. hehez.. actually we are like together liao hoh...:p Oh and about my mum thing is i jus wan to let u noe tt my mum dosen noe tt we are actually seeing each other together again... so when i call u i cannot call too long and too often, cos right nw i dun wan to let her noe but i won affect our relationship ya.. tt's y i wanted to clarify with u and hope it won't be sth tt affect our relationship... hm.. and very sorry noe.. when i in malaysia alot of times i can't go out when u ask me except for like go steamboat hehez.. cos not very good , not tt i dun wan to ask... jus tt there's always a feeling tt i feel not right...weird feeling... hm.. maybe i grow older a bit le then i think will be better ba... going out to singapore i hav more freedom in where i wan to go u understand..?? :)
hehez.. alot to tell u hoh... think its the longest i wrote right nw.... not naggy lehz... hm.. one big MUACKS for u for seeing this...

Cute Cute + Bright Caroline!!

2005-03-13T11:43:00.000+07:00

Dear Dear......

So sorry didn't post anything on our blog this few days. Actually also don't know what to post here. Just wanna tell you that i'm really looking forward to go out with you, watch movie, have lunch, watch the sunrise etc. Really feel that the time we spend together are getting lesser and lesser. Maybe really have to wait till you come to poly, like i say when you come to poly, here where it all begin. Looking forward to day.

Last night when we are talking on the phone, i realise that by just hearing your voice can only help me relief some of my agony, other than tell you that i miss you, i still wanna tell you i miss you badly. Yesterday before we hang up i know you say something but you wanna hide it from your mum rite? Hope that you can tell me that as soon as possible.

Dear........ I Miss You........

Piggy Jy

2005-03-10T08:12:00.000+07:00

Yo yo.......

Dear very happy know when i saw the blog this morning in school. hehe...... Today going to sell ice-cream with my friends, so i think will reach home quite late. Wait for my call tonight ya. Miss you too. Tomorrow i'm also going in the morning so can accompany you to school le. Looking forward. Muackzzzzzzzzzzz......

Piggy Jy

: )

2005-03-09T08:09:00.000+07:00

yo ho...
i come in to drop sth for u :) MUACKS.. hehez today miss ya noe.. sorry toda you called methree times but i din hear it, hp in my room.... dun miss me too much k... dun like yesterday suddenly cry will scare me de.... i noe noe.. tt u miss me x10 hehez... mus take care of ur self ya.. in school mus eat eat k if not later stomach got hole ... ;p

Beautiful Caroline!!

Monday Is Approaching...... Finally

2005-03-06T05:24:00.000+07:00

Dar Dar......

Wake up very late today, but very happy last night we chat till so late. Really going to become a piggy le. Hope you don't mind, but if i really turn into a piggy than i'll be the most handsome piggy. Hehe......

Looking forward to tomorrow finally can see you again, tomorrow must hug you hehe, really wanna cry le while waiting to see you.

The "MISS" seems so easy to write, but the meaning behind it is so cruel, it let one couldn't sleep and eat properly.

Piggy Jy

Really Hope To Change Your Mindset......

2005-03-06T00:38:00.000+07:00

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Dear,

I know over the past two years it has been very hard on you, i know on one hand you have to face your mum, i'm really very sorry for not being understanding as your boyfriend.
Actually i'm also not very sure how much i've change, but i really hope to become the Jy that you want. From now on nothing matters me except you, i think i'm very sure that at this point of my life you are very important to me.

Although you keep saying that you don't have the confident to be a good girlfriend, i really don't mind, after all it's all my fault.

Actually i'm really scared that you will find somebody better than me in NYP, but this is the things that is really beyond control. And Everytime you said that who knows you'll find a better guy. It really hurts me alot.

I just wanna take care of you, Love you, make you happy, give you a sense of security, and let you be the most forturnate girlfriend on earth for as long as you love me.

Promise......

Jy

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2005-03-05T23:57:00.000+07:00

Piggy,
Although going out in malaysia is quite difficult, but think i hav more freedom to where i am going in singapore.... but cannot go out too often.. now tt u will understand me... no matter wad, nw just go on as it is.. as u ii hav told u tt i am not prepared to start a relationship... but actually i like wad it is nw.. there is freedom of the things tt i can do.. hehez.. so hope tt u can put up with me ya... thank thank.. :)

i noe u miss me alot hehez
Cute Caroline :)

Here Where It All Begin Again

2005-03-05T15:57:00.000+07:00

Dear Dear... This is our very personal blog, hehe if in future there's anything that you find it difficult to tell me just post it here k.

This fews days really miss you alot somehow going out with you is still a major problem.
But its ok ya. Cos you are also coming to NYP le. Hope Everything will start all over again for us and also a new chapter for our relationship.

Love you.

Here Where It All Begin Again.
Jy